Attendance and confessions climb mile-high at Steubenville of the Rockies

The 17th annual Steubenville of the Rockies youth conference held July 18-20 hosted its largest group ever: welcoming 2,450 teenagers for three days of music, fun, fellowship and prayer—all focused on engaging young people in the sacraments.

“Tonight we’re offering confession, the sacrament of reconciliation,” Father John Nepil, parochial vicar from Queen of Peace Parish in Aurora, told the packed room on opening night at the Crowne Plaza Denver International Airport Convention Center. “That’s the last thing that you want to do right now.”

His talk followed three hours of high-energy praise and worship music from Ben Walther, inspirational talks from youth ministers Steve Angrisano, Chris Mueller and Leah Darrow; and an intense time of eucharistic adoration.

“You don’t want to go get in line and confess the deepest darkest secrets of your life,” Father Nepil continued. “But you should do it, because God cannot work in your soul unless you get the crap out of there, all right? You’ve got to get it cleaned out and then God can get to work. So just do it, grab your friend and get in that line!”

Twenty-five priests sat ready to hear confessions and when the evening wrapped up at midnight, 712 teens had gone to confession. By the end of the weekend, 1,680 confessions were heard—nearly 70 percent of attendees—by a total of 45 priests, over the course of 13 available hours.

The Denver conference, a longtime outreach of Franciscan University of Steubenville, Ohio, was one of 20 Steubenville conferences nationwide this summer—and one of five held that weekend reaching a total of 13,300 teens.

“Steubenville is very much centered around the sacraments of reconciliation and the Eucharist,” explained Michelle Peters, director of Youth, Young Adult and Campus Ministry for the Denver Archdiocese. “Once kids understand the sacraments, that’s when they fall in love and want to be part of the Church and the community. Until they totally understand it, it’s just something that they do.”

During her talk, Darrow relayed her experience of returning to confession after several years away.

“There was a period of my life of about 10 years when I was completely unfaithful consistently,” she said. “I made bad choice, after bad choice, after bad choice.”

Those bad choices, generally around relationships, she said, started in high school, carried over to college and continued after she auditioned for the reality TV series “America’s Next Top Model” and was living in New York. Needing to hit the re-set button in her life, she headed to confession.

“I found myself in one of those confession lines like I hope you find yourself in this weekend,” she said. But once in the confessional, she lost her nerve.

“I don’t want to be here,” she began when the priest slid the screen, then she broke down. “I don’t know how to tell you the things that I’ve done.”

He responded with compassion.

“Try it this way: give God your biggest sin first,” he suggested.

“I gave God my biggest sin,” she said and from there, she was able to give it all to him.

“Give him everything,” she advised the teens, “because God is mercy and his mercy is for you.”

Matraca Bartel, 14, attending with her youth group from St. James the Just in Ogden, Utah, was moved by Darrow’s testimony.

“I liked how she confessed to all of us,” Bartel said. “She wasn’t just talking … she really got into it and told us everything.”

Laney Moreno, 16, also from the St. James’, agreed.

“I really liked her, and I really liked how she liked herself,” she said. “She confessed everything she’d done, but she was OK about it. She wasn’t sad about it.”

Priests participating at Steubenville appreciated the focus on reconciliation as well, according to Deacon Don Schaefer from Holy Name Parish in Englewood, who has coordinated priests for sacraments and liturgies for Steubenville of the Rockies for 10 years.

“Some priests tell me they hear more confessions (at Steubenville) than they hear the rest of the year combined at their parish,” he said. “They love it.”

The weekend continued with more keynote talks, breakout sessions, entertainment by Popple, a two-man acoustic rock ministry; two Masses, each with 20-plus celebrants; and vocation altar calls that drew an estimated 450 young men and women considering priesthood or religious life. Next year’s Steubenville of the Rockies is set for June 19-21, 2015. For updates, visit steubenvilleoftherockies.com.

Steubenville of the Rockies 2014 | By the Numbers
Attendees: 2,450
Confessions heard: 1,680
Priests hearing confessions: 45
Makeshift confessionals: 25
Hours available for confession: 13
Estimated vocational calls: 450

COMING UP: Father and son, deacon and priest: Deacon dads and priest sons share special bond as both serve God’s people

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The bond between a father and son is one of God’s greatest designs; however, when father and son are both called to serve the Church as deacon and priest, that bond takes on a whole new meaning. Just ask these two dads and their sons, all of whom answered the call to serve the people of God at the altar.

Deacon Michael Magee serves at Our Lady of Loreto Parish in Foxfield, while his son Father Matthew Magee has worked as the priest secretary to Archbishop Samuel J. Aquila for the past several years and will soon be moved to a new assignment as parochial vicar at St. Thomas Aquinas Parish in Boulder. Deacon Darrell Nepil serves at Our Lady of Lourdes Parish in Denver, and his son, Father John Nepil, served at several parishes within the archdiocese before his current assignment as a professor at St. John Vianney Theological Seminary.

However different their journeys may have been, all four have something in common; mainly, that far from seeing their vocations as a reward from God, they have received them as an uncommon gift of grace that has blessed their families and individual relationships with each other abundantly, knowing that God acts in different ways to help us all get to Heaven.

Interwoven journeys

Deacon Michael Magee was ordained in May 2009, at the end of Father Matt’s first year of seminary. Little did they know that God would use both of their callings to encourage each other along the journey.

Deacon Michael’s journey began when a man from his parish was ordained a deacon.

“I simply felt like God was calling me to do something more than I was doing at the present time,” he said. “I had been volunteering for a number of different things and was involved in some ministry activities and in the Knights of Columbus. And I thought the idea of being a deacon would be simply another activity for which I could volunteer.”

He didn’t know what it entailed at the time. In fact, he believed it was something a man could simply sign up for. To his surprise, the diaconate was more serious – and it required five years of formation and discernment. Yet he was so drawn to it, that he decided to do it anyway. But as he learned more about the nature of the diaconate during his formation, he became more nervous and unsure about whether God was really calling him to that vocation. 

While his doubts remained all the way up to his ordination, Deacon Michael was faithful to his studies, trusting that God would lead him in the right path. 

And God did — through the calling of his own son to the priesthood.

Deacon Michael didn’t realize that his son Matthew had paid close attention to his father’s faith journey and had found in it a light that gave him courage to discern the priesthood.

Father Matthew Magee (left) and his dad, Deacon Michael Magee (right), were both encouraging to one another as they each pursued their respective vocations. (Photo by Daniel Petty/Denver Catholic)

“Seeing my dad, as a father, growing in his relationship with the Lord was really influential for me on my own desire to follow Christ,” said Father Matt. “Looking at his courage to discern his own vocation and follow God’s plan in his life gave me the strength and courage to be open to the same thing in my life… He played a very important role, whether he knew it or not at the time, and whether I knew it or not at the time.”

On the other hand, Father Matt didn’t know that his dad was in turn encouraged by his own response to God’s calling. 

“As I went through all those doubts, I watched Matthew’s journey in seminary and listened to how he was dealing with that in his life. And, as he just articulated very well, I also saw those same qualities in him,” Deacon Michael said. “Seeing a young man in his 20s willing to consider following God for the rest of his life also gave me the courage to continue on in my own journey, to see it through.”

God’s way of uplifting them in their vocations through each other’s journey is something they are very grateful for. 

This unusual grace impacted Father Matt during his first Mass, when his dad, as deacon, approached him before the Gospel reading and asked for the traditional blessing by calling him “father.”

“It was a really special moment for me. He’s certainly my biological father and raised me. But then there’s something different when we’re at the altar in a clerical capacity — there’s a strange reversal of roles when we’re giving spiritual nourishment to the people — a father asks the new father for the blessing,” he said.

In both of their vocations, Deacon Michael and Father Matt see God’s Providence and the unique plan he has for all of us.

“We all have a vocation, even if it’s something we may not expect,” Deacon Michael concluded. “You may feel anxiety or worry about what it’s going to look like, but trust in God. He will take care of things as he always does.”

A bribe for Heaven

For Deacon Darell and Father John Nepil, the journey was different, but not any less providential.

While he grew up Catholic, Father John wasn’t interested in setting foot on any Church activity during his teenage years. His saving grace was perhaps what many parents have to do to get their teenagers to Church: bribe them.

“His mom and I basically bribed him to go to the Steubenville of the Rockies Conference,” Deacon Darell said with a laugh. “He didn’t want to go, but we’d heard so many good things about it, that we said, ‘We’re going to make this happen, whatever it takes.’”

So the Nepils came up with a creative idea.

“He owed me some money for a uniform that he had needed for a job in the summer. So, I said, ‘Listen, if you go to the Steubenville of the Rockies Conference, I’ll forgive your debt. And he did, he and his brother went. And John especially came back a different boy. He literally was converted with a lightning bolt at that retreat.”

To this day, Father John marks his conversion to Christ from the summer before his senior year in high school when he attended that conference. 

As it happens with stories worth telling, the details of how much money he owed his father have varied over the years, and it’s a matter of debate among them, but Father John remembers it was close to $500.

“That’s subject to each one,” Father John said laughingly. “But what matters is that they offered to forgive my debt if I went to this retreat – it was money well spent.”

Besides this important event, Father John said that his dad influenced him in many ways by the simple fact of who he was as a father.

“My dad’s faith and moral character were a rock for me during some difficult teenage years,” he said. “He’s a great example of a man who was always faithful and lived a really outstanding moral life, but then as he deepened in love with Christ, he decided to give of himself in a more profound service.”

Father John Nepil (left) and Deacon Darrell Nepil (right) both had rather roundabout ways to their respective vocations, but they both say serving God’s people together as brothers in Holy Orders is a great joy. (Photo provided)

Besides his desire to serve and follow God, the seed that would eventually lead Deacon Darell to the diaconate was planted by a coworker, who would also take holy orders: Deacon Joe Donohoe.

“One day he said to me, ‘You should be a deacon.’ And, of course, I laughed at him and said, ‘I don’t have time for that. My life is too busy.’ But it only took him to suggest it for the idea to keep coming back to my head, and God kept nudging me. Eventually I decided I really wanted to do that,” Deacon Darell said.

The ability to share at the altar during the Mass has deepened the natural relationship of father and son and given Deacon Darell and Father John new opportunities to grow closer to God. 

One of the most meaningful times came when Deacon Darell had a massive stroke in 2018. While he was in the hospital, Father John was able to visit and celebrate Mass at his bed and pray the rosary with him every day, as he had come back from Rome and was working on his dissertation.

“It was probably the most privileged and intimate time I’ve ever had with my father,” Father John said. “It was an amazing gift that really changed our relationship.”

“I feel like that’s a huge reason why I healed and why I am here today,” Deacon Darell added.

“It’s a real gift to have my dad as a deacon and a brother. It’s a tremendous honor. It’s one of the great joys of my life.” Father John concluded. “That’s really what has bonded our relationship together: the sheer desire to serve Jesus, especially in holy orders.”